Yesterday, I was really impressed by how my blog moved people. I mean not literally moving them from one place to another but the instance of making them rethink their opinions about life. I have written in my last blog that I see life as an examination. So here, I just want to tackle some of the queries this life may bring to us. I hope you'll understand my thoughts right now because I'm kind of irrational at this moment(and forth, I think). More irrational than usual.
Life is an examination. It's just that in school we learn first before we take the test. In reality, we take the test then we learn. The irony in this simple prerogative is much more obscure when we try to comprehend it.
What is my greatest question in life? Someone asked me this yesterday, and I think I should have answered that there are many but I am not sure where to start it.
Some of my questions are..
1.When will I die?
2. Why did I ever exist in this world?
3. Am I really worthy to be living?
4. Will I ever find my true love?
5. Would I ever be successful?
6. Which is worse? Failing or never trying?
7. Would you rather be a worried genius or a joyful simpleton?
8. If we learn from our mistakes, why are we always afraid of making it?
9. Am I making my own decisions or do I let others make them for me?
10. Why do I ask these questions?
I'm going to answer or if I can't, I will be writing my possible explanations for my questions from question 10 to 1. I just like to answer examinations like this, because I am very fond of taking it backwards.
10. We ask questions for two reasons. The first reason is that we truly don't know the answer. The other way around is that we know the answer and we just couldn't accept it or we just like to reiterate the answer. I just don't know why I'm very curious about life. It has been a very broad subject to me and I seem to find a lot of thoughts in my brain about this phenomena that happen within this planet. Maybe I am asking these questions because of both reasons. I'm always caught up in the middle whenever I am not sure about the things I'm saying. Like now.
9. I'm more of a dependent person. I am the perfect illusion of someone who is very influential and yet I can't seem to find the words or decisions to make. I'm guessing which options are available because I can't seem to blame others for my mistakes, though.
8. Maybe because we don't want learning. Sometimes we commit the same mistakes over and over because we don't learn. Sometimes, we are afraid of making mistakes because of the possible consequences it may bring.
7. Thinking for this question makes me waste a lot of time, seriously. My answer would be somewhere in the middle. I wouldn't like to be anything like a simpleton but sometimes I wish I was like it because of, if I don't know much about things I wouldn't be hurt. So I want to be in the middle. I don't want answering these types of debatable questions because I know I have an argument for each of the sides.
6. I guess the obvious answer would be never trying. It's worse than failing. Let's put it this way. How will you know the answer if you won't ask first? I mean, rejection is there but chances only come once every blue moon. You know what I mean.
From question number five through one, I dunno the answers. I guess, these are all I've come up with. So bear with my irrationality. LOL.
Seriously,
JAM/AUTHOR KNOWN
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