Actually after what I've been through, I dunno what I should blog about. It has been almost three days since I have blogged, and I haven't found anything in my brain to write about.
Feelings. Emotions. Sensitivity. Things we cannot teach our brain to do. Things we cannot fake to feel.
It's hard to imagine how life can be so dull with these things ruining the entire personality of a person. I mean, it's not really rainbows and pots of gold in the end. Forget about believing in fairy tales. Forget about concluding that life has a happy ending. Though sometimes it could possibly come true, but everyone should expect the worst.
Who else hasn't been offended? Or hurt? In such a way, though the certainty of reality does not rely on the past or the future. It does rely on what we do today. Each day we live, we have different futures and it just depends on what we do today, not that we rely on yesterday.
What I do now is really different from what I do yesterday. It's a matter of realizing and accepting things the way they should be. Things turn out differently when we don't expect them to be. And everything should stay a mystery. (Why am I rhyming?)
Things change and we forget about things and people. One moment they're important, and with a snap everything changes. Sometimes I wish I could just press CTRL + Z. To undo all those things, just to live with the good ones. Unfortunately, we couldn't.
Some people are in a hurry to worry about things. But to say, I'm really in a hurry to be gone away. I mean if I could disappear into nothingness, I would. With all those failures and mistakes I made, you won't think I'm one to keep. It's just embarrassing to let others fall for you with the wrong decisions you made. It's just that, in all possible fairness, I could say life is fairly fair. Man never really accepts reality that is why they say it's unfair.
Today I'm seeing life as a new division of what multiplication is. Life is a difference of what the sum of the whole is. Mathematically equating life with humanity just makes sense, it's up to you to decipher what I coded or what formula I made.
Seriously,
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