MY WEAKNESSES

I've got this homework in English class that I have to state my weakness or weaknesses and how I deal with it. So I'll just let you know a fragment of me by reading this. And this is kind of intervening with my own personality as well as letting you know my weakest points as a human being. 

I'm really afraid of being REJECTED. Yes, the first spot goes to REJECTION!! I just don't like being rejected. I get that feeling when people reject my help or opinion, I feel really alone, wrong, disintegrated, and all. All I want to do is help. All I want you to know are how and what I think about the situation. I just don't like being brushed off in all possible rudeness. When I get rejected, I just let the situation be, like nothing really happened. I usually don't speak much about decisions and opinions because I fear that I would get rejected again. And the worst part of it is lying to myself that I should have stood up for my own. But that's just how it's supposed to be. I don't have to say much, in that way I wouldn't face the pain of rejection itself.

Another weakness of mine is that I FIND IT HARD TO MAKE DECISIONS. If you would ask me what I'd like to eat, I would bounce the question off and ask it to you. I don't rely on my own instincts. I mean, my mind is really full of undecided options. I don't really deal with this weakness myself because, people who ask me anything about what or which I like, knows that they would choose for me. 

I AM VERY KIND. I don't know if this is a weakness, but I think it is. The thing is that I can't say no to favors from people who I think are my friends. I'm like giving what I can to make it possible to do the favor even if I can't fit it in my schedule. It's just I think even if I know that person just uses me, as long as I know that he or she is happy, I would do the favor even if it isn't possible. I'll make the impossible possible. 

So there you have it, I wrote my weaknesses so that you wouldn't be taking advantage or making me ineligible of the life I would like to have. 

Seriously,

Author Known, :))