People mistake people for just being people. They make it easy to be lucid with the imperfection by trying to drain the perfection. I'm not trying to be redundant with words but it's all I can use to prove to you what I realized. I think that this world we are in, is very uncertain. It's hard to say that the mere possibility of reality could always be an illusion.
The same thing is reiterated over and over without even knowing. I read this quote from Rant by Chuck Palahniuk that "Some people are just born human. The rest of us, we take a lifetime to get there." The thing is that, I was moved by this. My mind went racing to the best of its capabilities to know whether if I am human, if I was born human, and if I am one of the rest.
I realized, that being someone does not depend upon the relativity of oneself to others. I could say that I am different with every person I meet. I have a different prerogative with the friends or whom I could say are friends. I am a different person towards who I am talking with. I take sides, but I seldom take mine.
It swallows us. It rots us. It decays us to our own beings. First impressions really last. And where do these prejudices lead us? It will lead us to nothing. It will lead us to the lies, to what we know are the truth.
I, myself, don't know the difference between knowing my own self and knowing others. Now, I realize that I do know the answer but refuse to believe or accept it. Knowing others is like knowing yourself, if you will not learn to know others, you will never know yourself. The difference is that it is what you think with your own but in different bodies.
We do not really know the truth. Lies make it easier to live with what we don't know. All at once everything can fall apart. What you knew you believe in could betray yourself in many ways. It's just a matter of thinking.
Frustrations. Regrets. Doubts. All are the same, it's just that it differentiates one from the other from one's prerogative to another.
Or this is just a lie. Maybe I am just thinking irrationally.
--Author Known
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