WHAT CAME MY WAY

I don't know how others could relate to this but I know somehow it's just by faith that I am writing now. It's has been a while since I last blogged. And I know it's kinda odd for me to write in this time. But I just want you to know how I feel now. 

A year ago: I felt my life has no direction. I'm just going with the flow of whom I am with and with the environment they are introducing to me. I really embraced that nature since. I never thought about what's right or wrong. I just know that with all these things that I have, I find happiness.

Now: I feel like my life has purpose. I'm going against the flow of the world. Though I am trying and struggling, I know God is with me, with whatever I do. Process. It takes time. It's not just in a snap or blink that I changed. Things that are easy to get, easily fly away. And I think a strong foundation is what I am trying to build now. It's such a miracle that I found God's grace pouring out on me. 

A year ago: I was afraid to stand up for my faith. Peer. Pressure. I was an introvert. Everybody knows that. I don't stand up or even express what I feel. I felt intimidated with other people's choices. I was an outcast. I don't play the game. 

Now: Look at me. I don't know how God has changed me. I may not really know I am changing bit by bit everyday. But I can see how people see in me. I am not the introvert type (well, maybe you'll find me like that sometimes, but not as often as before). I feel secure of how I could express and step out with what God has given me. 

Sometimes, we play the game even though we know we will lose in the end.

Sometimes, we don't play the game even though we know we will win in the end. 

I'm asking you, which is better? Risks are really hard to take. But when we take it with God, we will not lose. I was like the un-player though I know I will win in the end. I was a no-good, I was afraid to take risks. I was afraid on tripping and stumbling. I was afraid of pain. 

I realized, Jesus endured that pain on the cross, just to redeem us with His precious blood. There are much things that I should be thankful about. Because they are too many, I can't even say everything. 

I want myself to be consumed by the fire devoting to Him. Every single inch of me. It is not because I chose Him, but because He has chosen me to be one of His.

What came my way? It was more of, who came with me to travel the way. 

Joyful and Happy,

Author Unknown :))